.Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ' 10:33 PM Y
withlove,♥
first thing..1) KIMBERLY YEAP of mayflower secondary school, 2Gallant, OWES ME A PIG! :D
2) EDWARD, SHENGJIE AND JIAYI ARE BOYFRIENDS! :D& i'm so gonna get into deep shit if they see this. xp
haha:Dhmmhmmm, AYG this few days.met gi in th morning.. report to sch by 7.15am.. temperature taking.. water parade.. national anthem.. and off we go to NSC!haha:Dokay.. i think i'm gonna do this in pointform. - my duty for AYG is Ticketing.- have been having lots of fun with lots of ppl yo!- have became closer friends with kimberly, baoling and celine. (:- Gideon is my duty's IC and he is damn funny lah! :D- all of a sudden, i really really really really LOVE my duty. (: can sleep there whole day siol~ ( mask + hat = SLEEP! ;D )- i used to hate 100PLUS. but after today, i'm proud to say that i've accepted it. haha:D- I MISS SITTING IN A SPEEDBOAT! D:- the food provided SUCKS!- i wanna eat Paddle-POP!hehs. those are just some of th things that happened. if i type out everything, it'll be a damn loooooong post siol.hmmm.. have been hanging out with virginia, edward, shengjie and jiayi these few days after AYG. have been having a phobia of seeing my parents and some guy at HUB. ><"haha.aiyah dunno lah.i only know that, i'm through with it and after AYG, th first priority for me is my studies.wow.can't believe i actually made this decision. ><"haha:Daiming for double science: chem&bio but i just try-try if i can get into triple science lor.i wanna get into th same class as VIRGINIA! ><
ayye. must study study study mug mug mug.
i can do it!
i'm gonna motivate myself!
JINLI IS A POWER GIRL! ;D;D
OMG HAHA! :D:D
can't believe that i just said that.
haha:D
another day tmr..
goodnight ppl!
.Sunday, June 21, 2009 ' 9:39 PM Y
withlove,♥
okay. i just wanna say some things:
I LOVE VIRGINIA! x33
I LOVE TZYYLING! xDD
I MISS EUNICE! D:
I MISS RAYMOND! D:
Mak Taijian is a RETARD!!haha:D relieving stress.
. ' 9:24 PM Y
withlove,♥
Okay. It’s been a looong time since I said this word but here I am, going to say it once more.
I’m stressed. ._.
Holidays are alr coming to an end but my homeworks are still piled up to a meter high.
Die die die.
English powerpoint, maths, science, hstory and some little bits of homework left.
NYAA half written. Wrote LOTS of stuffs. Hope that it can pass.
Got a lot of ppl failed sia. Pass up to teacher, teacher return and must re-write.
Hmmm, ppl says that government/MOE may extent holidays for another week.
Oh dear God! Please let this be true.
I desperately need extra time for my work.
Whole week of AYG next week. Good thing. At least I don’t have to hand in my homework by next week…. I hope…
.Thursday, June 18, 2009 ' 2:13 AM Y
withlove,♥
okay. i just made a decision today at 2.12am.hmm,apart from,studies, homeworks, SL, exco, CO, committee, friends, family and teachers(?),(wow. feel like a power girl. committed to so many stuffs. haha! :D)now, i have another thing that i must commit myself to. (:haha:Dhmmm,not sure if i'll be able to see him regularly but heck, i'll give it a shot.he's worth it. (:haha:Di think i made th right decision despite what happened to us th last time.and no, i'm not talking about th J guy.i don't like him anymore. seriously.so please stop th nonsense.and, i'm happy yo! :Dhaha!
.Friday, May 15, 2009 ' 9:47 PM Y
withlove,♥
100 FACTS QUIZ1. last beverage?> F&N Grape.
2. last phone call?
> my father.
3. last text message?
>my sister.
4. last song you listened to?
> How To Save A Life.
5. last time you cried?
> forgotten.
7. been cheated on?
> i don't think so..
8. kissed someone & regretted it?
> no. my first kiss is not taken.
9. lost someone special?
> not really.
10. been depressed?
> obviously.
11. been drunk and threw up?
> nope. but been headache-ed by beer.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. PURPLE! :D
13. pink. i think..
14. black.
THIS 2009 HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend?
> yah. quite alot.
16. Fallen out of love?
> obviously.
17. Laughed until you cried?
> HAHA! :D yah duhh! xDxDxD
18. Met someone who changed you?
> yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were?
> virginia, tzyyling, wenqi, keli, xiangli, jane, clarence, jingling. (:
20. Found out someone was talking about you?
> yah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list?
> nahh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?
> obviously all right? if not how can they be on my friends list? lameshit! HAHA! :D:D
23. How many kids do you want to have?
> hmmhmm.. never thought about that. ><"
24. Have you cheated on someone?
> no. i'm not that mean.
25. Do you have any pet?
> nah.
26. Do you want to change your name?
> no. jinli suits me. (: cause i always try my best. ><" haha! xD
27. What did you do for your last birthday?
> can't rmb sia..
28. What time did you wake up today?
> around 8.5o like that..
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
> my birthday.
> CO! :D:D:D
> CO camp.
> SL selection camp.
> SL camp.
> HongKong trip.
> Taiwan trip.
etc.. etc..
31. Last time you saw your grandfather?
> 6 years ago..
32. Name one thing you wish you could change about your life.
> th fact that i'll have moodswings.
33. Done something for the first time?
> yes but i can't remember..
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?
> no. idk anybody named tom. ><"
35. What's getting on your nerves right now?
> two things which i can't tell anyone..
36. Most visited webpage?
> hotmail.
> blogs.
37. Whats your real name?
> Tan Jin Li. (:
38. Nicknames?
> jinjin/ah jin (by my family.)
> baby. =.= (by foj.)
> chilli. (by pri sch friends & yikloong's ad. ><)
> tomato. (by shanai.)
> ah siao. (by ah jane. ><") haha.
> 笑花. (by nicholas tan and dezheng. ><")
etc.. etc..
39. Best friends?
> VIRGINIA! :D
> jane. keli. wenqi. xiangli.
> tzyyling. clarence. jingling.
> xiangbing and xinwei.
40. Zodiac sign?
> Gemini.
41. Male or female?
> female.
42. Elementary School?
> holy innocents' pri sch.
43. Middle School?
> mayflower sec sch.
44. High school?
> not that old. :D
45. Hair color?
> brown.
46. Long or short hair.
> considered long?
47. Height.
> 151cm. (:
48. Sweats or Long Jeans.
> long jeans.
49. Phone or Camera.
> phone WITH camera.
50. Health freak?
> nah. coke is like water and sweets are like veges. xD
51. Drink or Smoke.
> drink.
52. Do you have a crush on someone?
> yes..
53. Eat or Drink?
> drink and eat.
54. Do you have a crush on someone?
> i just answered that..
55: What do you like about yourself?
> hmmm.. i seriously have no idea. ><"
56. Piercings?
> no.
57. Tattoos?
> no.
58. Righty or Lefty.
> righty.
FIRSTS :
59. First surgery.
> zilch.
60. First piercing.
> ears.
61. First best friend.
> Chan XinWei. :D
62. First sport you joined.
> swimming.
63. First pet.
> zilch.
64. First vacation.
> can't rmb..
65. First concert.
> Co concert in pri sch. (:
66. First crush.
> pri sch. Png Si Yong.
67. Eating.
> sweet stuffs.
68. Drinking.
> coke
> F&N Grape.
69. i'm about to:
> fail science.
70. Listening to:
> Know Your Enemy by Green Day.
71. Waiting for:
> what's gonna happen.
YOUR FUTURE:
72. Want kids?
> yes. (:
73. Want to get married?
> should be..
74. Careers i mind?
> confused about it.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE A POTENTIALPARTNER? :
75. Lips or eyes?
> eyes.
76. Hugs or kisses?
> both.
77. Shorter or taller?
> taller.
78. Romantic or spontaneous?
> romantic.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms?
> nice arms.
80. Sensitive or loud?
> sensitive.
81. Hook-up or Serious relationship?
> serious relationship.
82. Trouble maker or hesitant?
> neither.
HAVE YOU EVER :
83. Kissed a stranger?
> nope.
84. Drank hard liquor?
> nope.
85. Lost glasses/contacts?
> nope. i have perfect eyesight. (:
86. Ran away from home?
> thought about it before but no.
87. Are you awesome?
> no.
88. Been unsure?
> ohh so many times.
89. Broken someone's heart?
> not sure.
90. Turned someone down?
> yahh..
91. Cried when someone died?
> yah. always.
92. Liked a best friend?
> yah. but got over it. (:
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
93. Yourself ?
> no.
94. Miracles?
> no.
95. Love at first sight?
> no.
96. Heaven?
> no.
97. Angels?
> no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
98. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
> yes.
99. Do you believe in God?
> not sure.
100. Do you love the person who tagged you?
> JANE! :D yupps. (:
.Thursday, May 14, 2009 ' 10:39 PM Y
withlove,♥
1. Who was the last person you thought of?> FOJ! ❤ just when out with them. (:2. Where was your last pic taken?> MFSS. classroom block. 2nd level benches. (:3. What's your middle name?> none at the moment.4. Your current relationship? > zilch.5. Does your crush like you back? > don't think so..6. What is your current mood?> i'm-thinking-of-playing-so-much-that-i'm-sooo-bored-now mood.7. What's your mom's name? > Doris Lee Fung Chee.8. What color shirt are you wearing?> red. p5 camp tee.9. Would you kiss someone back if that person kiss you?> LOL. depends. if th person is my mother, thn obviously right?10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
> yes of course.11. Do you have a crazy side?> ohh YES OF COURSE! :D12. Ever had a near death experience?> nah.13. What is something you do most?> laughing. xD14. Angry at anyone?> currently not but i am annoyed at someone. i think..15. Do you wanna see somebody right now?> yes obviously. ( FOJ.. virginia&tzyyling.. clarence&jingling.. )16. Do you like drama?> depends.17. When was the last time you cried?> hmm.. not sure. quite a long time ago. but i think i'm gonna cry next week. MYE results! ><><>
18. Who would you do anything for?
> FOJ.. virginia&tzyyling.. clarence&jingling..
19. Who is your hero?
> JINGLING! :D CLARENCE! :D
20. What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
> obviously it's th face right?
21. What is your dream?
> DOUBLE SCIENCE! :D
22. What's your biggest secret?
> not sure..
23. Where is your ex?
> singapore, AMK.
24. Are you two still talking?
> not much.. practically no..
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
> ohh YES! :D just watched POPEYE! [:
26. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
> currently drinking F&N Grape. (:
27. Do you speak any other languages other than english?
> chinese. but practising cantonese. (:
28.What are you thinking about right now?
> th movie claustrophobia. it sucks like fcuk. =.="
29.What should you be doing right now?
> sweeping th floor. ><"
30. What is your favourite memory?
> not sure.. but i bet it'll be a fun and funny one. [:
32. What are you listening to?
> 我可以 by 蔡旻佑.
> Tonight by FM Static.
> Just Disturbia.
33. Who was the last person you told I love you ?
> ....
33. Do you act differently around the person you like?
> hahs. yahh..
34. What is your natural hair color?
> brown.
35. Who was the last person to make you smile?
> FOJ! :D
. ' 3:56 PM Y
withlove,♥
hi blog! miss me? (:haha:Domg. it's been so long since i last blogged. ><"pathetic.and patheticly, this is only like my 80post.haha:Deverybody has alr got like 100? and i'm stil at 80. haha:Dnvmnvm.20 more to go!bwahahahah! :D:DYAY! today's th last paper.hahas.hmmhmm i think i'll passs maths. (:paper 1 counted thn AT LEAST 10marks gone. ><stupid gradient question. ><most of th marks came from that question. ><"but i think will pass but science i think GG liao lor.damn hard sia!ayye! exam over liao. think so much also no use.haha:Dstayed back in school just now to do something.lunched with wenqi, xiangli, weixiong and terry. (:played 终极密码 again.haha:Dterry hosted for th first round. thn me, thn wenqi.haha!3 rounds, only xiangli and weixiong tio.xiangli tio 2 times somemore><ahaah!! :Dsuai suai.hmmhmm. after 3 rounds, terry had to go home and we "scissors-paper-stone"-ed to see who's clearing all th bowls.and unlucky me had to clear them. ><hahs. :Dwaited for jane and keli.exams. exams. exams.hahas.and finally, jane arrived. [:haha:Dshe went to buy lunch while we went to look for jiechern in th library.actually wanted to kajiao him but thn mr lee say that they were having a test so we got shooed away. ><haha!thus, went to 4J to look for clarence and jingling! :Dhaha:Dfor some reasons, we were laughing th whole way there.haha! :Dthn we saw joeytan at the staircase.dunno why when i saw her i laughed even more.and cause i laughed more, xiangli they all also laugh until like siao!haha:Dand poor joey had a shock. ><haha! :D:D:Dtalked to jingling and clarence, but mostly, i only talked to jingling. (:clarence was playing with a stupid hairpin. ><haha. :D and he somehow embarrassed jingling by clipping th hairpin to his hair. =.=pink somemore. =.="reatarded him.HAHA! :Dhmmhmm, fast forward abit.haha:Dwent to 2D to "study" with jane.actually, we stayed back just to accompany her and keli but at that time, keli was still having exams so we just slacked while jane "studied". (:after a while, we just talked. :Dhhaa:Dwe talked about so many stuffs.taiwan trip.. camps.. chalets.. sad things.. happy things.. funny things(xDxD).. family.. sec1 co days.. 大组.. all th laughters we shared and memories we created;and so much more ! :Dokay now, i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo damn sure that,I LOVE FOJ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! ❤❤❤hehs.we were talking about, what would happen if FOJ wasn't created.haha:Dand i'm so grateful i have friends like jane, keli, wenqi, xiangli. (((:they make co days sooooooooooo fun! :Dhaha:Dgonna miss them after graduations and th first to go, is jane. )))))))))):well, i guess things just can't go th way you want them to huh.haha:Dwhen it gotta go, it just disappears.haha:Dso, i'm so gonna cherish my time with them now! [:hehheh. (:and after a verrrrrrrrrrrrrry long time, keli still haven't join us.so we phoned him.and he was at kb mac. =.=hell, we thought he was still having exams ><haha!we somehow chased him back to school and he bought fries!haha:Dnicenice.and he sprayed water at me again. =.=haha:Dand not just spray-spray but nike spray which is like alot if you turn th bottle face down.and, tht's what he did. ><haha:D so in th end,i'm wet. again. =.=haha! hmmmm, uncle mahmud[sp] chased us out of th class. ><he wanted to lock it.so, we went to th benches. (:cam. cam. cam. (:pictures will be up next time.haha:Dhmmhmmm, after that we went home.and here i am, blogging. (:haha:D
lalalas~
.Sunday, April 26, 2009 ' 4:26 PM Y
withlove,♥
and girl ar,i seriously don't know that we had any problems before i read your private blog. it's, well, shocking for me cause, you never mentioned a thing. i always know your troubles only when i visit your private blog. and frankly, it's quite annoying to me cause you rather speak to your blog thn me.. i thought we alr made it clear that you'll tell me everything and i'll do th same. but, turns out that you rather talk to your private blog thn me. i thought you'll tell me everything. you even told me about th thing about B**** S*** and th others don't know. so far, you told me that i'm th first to know and th others have no idea of that thing. and well, i just really really hope and wish that you'll just tell me everything like th way you told me about th BS thingy.but, if i'm th one who made it difficult for you to open up, thn girl, i'm sorry okay? i didn't mean to. i did not even realise that i was losing a sister/friend.and i'm really really sorry.and please, open up to me more.okay?
. ' 4:07 PM Y
withlove,♥
YOH PEOPLE!haha:Dfinallyy blogging after a gazillion years.LMAO.parents just went out so i can blog a while.just realised that whenever i blog,th posts are always so...disturbing? emo-ish? sad? troublesome?idk.and yah, i dont wanna bother no more.i just wanna ace my mid-year.haha:D if that's possible..and hmmhmm,had a damn sudden high fever yesterday.from 37.6 shoot up to 38point something to 39point something.damn sudden.but i should have realise it earlier when i had IT Training in school and felt cold in th com lab.mr deng off th air-con for me but i was still shaking.and i practically slept th while day.fever subsided today but sore throat and headache still wanna stay.annoying.craving for ice-cream!♥ and coke!♥ been sms-ing with jiayi alot these few days. (:good guy.haha:Dthough, this piece of info is damn random.haha:Dmugging maths.test coming up.so not looking forward to it.=.=homeworks are piling but i have no intentions of doing them.pathetic.i'm lazy, i know.
and sorry ppl
for not replying th tags.
will reply next time.
and yah, from this post, it's damn obvious that i'm bored.so let me just rephrase..I'M LIKE SO DAMN, FREAKING BORED!
.Monday, April 13, 2009 ' 11:09 PM Y
withlove,♥
YOH. heh, wth.
how come. i'm always not around when they do fun things together?
how come, whenever i'm around it's those normal hub things.
how come, whenever i'm not around it's damn fun.
like having talks, laughters.. BLEAH!! D:
first, it's th movies.
thn, it's keli's house.
i can't imagine th 3rd one sia! D:
bloody hell..
.Thursday, April 9, 2009 ' 9:01 PM Y
withlove,♥
YOH ppl.i'm happy! :Dhaha:D cause i dont bother and i dont care.cause i'm not bothered and dont care.haha:Dokay. this is soooo stupid.haha! :Dhmmm..was quite a boring day today.nth new happen..normal school..normal cca..hmm..yah.haha:Dlalalas.feel like doing a blog quiz now.haha:D and,have a sudden craving for bak kut teh! (:andice-cream! :Dhaha:Danybody wanna treat me?(: (: (:
.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 6:32 PM Y
withlove,♥
YOH ppl. :Dlalalas.performed today during assembly. and it went well yo! :Dhaha:Deven mrs evelyn ng also say it's good and she also said that we may GOLD!YAYNESS! ;Dhmmm..ask a few ppl and most of them said that they prefer 蝉歌 more thn 故都风情.dunno why leh.i think both is like almost th same.蝉歌 is like damn hot at th bar 57 onwards there.故都风情 is like have th very mysterious and "ghostly" effect.haha:Dso yah.to me, both are almost th same.haha:Dlet's get GOLD ppl! :D:D:Dbwahahahah!but 希望可以拿得到如果拿不到的话，我觉得会有很多人超超超伤心的..including me. hmm..thn 3pm to 5pm sectionals.and yay!sectionals in th music room. air-con baby! xDbwahahah. (:things went smoothly until pearlin appeared with th upcoming co committee selection paper thingy.and yah..my happiness level straight away dropped to a dead zero.pathetic!
gahhs.
dunno what to do.
cause well,
i can't do anything.
and yah,
i dont wanna bother but i can't.
cause well,
it's bothering me.
=.="
pathetic..
ayye..
if i tell you that i'm sad,
will you tell me that you'll care?
if i share my feelings with you,
will you share yours with me too?
i wanna share how i feel with you..
but i know it ain't possible no more..
.Monday, April 6, 2009 ' 8:23 PM Y
withlove,♥
GAHHS!I WANNA GO OUT!man!i can't wait til after streaming. haha:Di wanna go out with VIRGINIA! :Di wanna go out with sixbuddds!i wanna go out with clarence and jingling!i wanna go out with FOJ!! <3i wanna go out with jinfeng and haoweii.
i wanna go out with co people.
haha:Dand darn.SYF is near.21 april.JIAYOU ppl! :Dlet's get a GOLD!if not, GWH! :Dbwahahahah! :D&boohoo! D:i dint get in to music camp.ayye..nvm!still got next year. (:
.Sunday, April 5, 2009 ' 7:09 PM Y
withlove,♥
omg.just read his blog and found out that his condition has worsened..and yah, i'm worried for him.damn worried.as in, that thing has alr covered th right side of his face i thinkand he is going to op on thur.gahhhs!i'm worried!i'm scared that i'll cry when i see him on monday..HOW?!it's so damn pathetic.what if during th op right, something went wrong& half of his face is gone?touch wood lah but what IF?my god i'm scared.ayye..wanna pon co on mon leh..i dont wanna see him.i'll cry sia!damn. damn. damn.and th weirdest thing is right,i have no idea why i'm so damn worried.he is just my snr.and i only like him as a friend and snr.nothing else.i swear.aiyah!annoying..hope nobody will know who i'm talking about.. if anybody know, shush ok?
.Sunday, March 29, 2009 ' 7:55 PM Y
withlove,♥
I MISS JOEL! D:boohoo!me and cheryl is like talking on th phone now.both super obsess over JOEL! :DAHHHHHHHHHHH!!we miss him so much sia!he is like damn cute lah!JOELJOELJOELJOELJOEL!
D: D: D: D: D:
i miss you so much!
omg i'm going gaga over him! ):
cheryl too!
both of us! ):
damn.damn.damn.damn.
I LOVE VIRGINIA! x33
I LOVE TZYYLING! xDD
I MISS EUNICE! D:
I MISS RAYMOND! D:
Mak Taijian is a RETARD!!